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So. I have so many people in my life that call themselves my friends. Some really are my friends and many are not. The problem is that in most of my friend ships im the one who wants to keep in touch. I'm the one who has to strike up the conversations and to make the phone call. Im the one who has to ask if they want to hang out or simply whasts going on in their life. Well, i think to bennifit my self im going to stop. IM not going to stress my self out trying to remain friends with these people. Im going to stop trying. My real friends will remain. I realized my real friends will want to talk to me. They will want my company. So there for i am done. I really dont care if some of these people ever contact me again because im moving on with my life. And really, if im the the only one who realy wants to remain friends, whats the point? Are they really a friend? Or are they just using you for things. Im not talking about aquantances or poeple on face book that you knew in high school. Im talking about people that call them selves your friend. Do me a favor and end confusion. Dont say that im your friend, dont tell others i am your friend, and dont label me as a friend, because clearly i am not. I am done.